Ella'S JournaL

I AM::
cold
wet
ill
tired
bored

IT IS::
raining *hard*
cold
dark(ish)
boring

YOU SHOULD::
talk to me
buy me stuff
love me

:P

love&&stuff

covered in chalk from art
in trouble 'cause of being covered in chalk from art
tried to persuade my father that it was my art teachers fault
that dude takes no bullshiat

i got divorced from lucy
i got the imaginary dog
personally i think i got the good end of the deal
:P

s'all good

food tech sucks

am tired
have a cold
and i feel sickk

ok so maybe it's not all good

but mostly it is

char attacked me for calling her a chav
then 'cause i called her an emo
then 'cause i put grass on her knee
she was sitting down at the time

we had a sing song at lunch
chloe 'played' jess's guitar && we sang wheels of the bus
the *extended version*
added emo, chav, 14 year ol single mother && goth verses

t'was a larf

lucy's brother is an evil genious intent on taking over/destroying the werlddd!!
after me that is

love&&stuff

[[ <3 ]]

has announced that she isn't a 'chav', she's a 'gangsta'
joy to the world

also, i have three weekends planned in a row, &&...... (drum roll please)......
CARLING @ READING 2007!!!!
oh yes, my father has kindly agreed to drive me and two friends up to reading for the weekend and then drive us back
freaking awesome!!
so in return, i've agreed to not take the piss out of sally (the kid) && help around the house more
i'd rather not but i can't really complain since I'M GOING TO READING!!!
i was sooooooooo desperate to go this year, but i went to V instead

lunch is sooooo fkn funny
me, chloe && pip have decided to become 'gangsta's too and have "borrowed" some burberry hats off some chavs in the 'hoe and we prance around singing (badly) crappy r'n'b tunes and we only answer to Queen Pink Baby Gangsta (chloe), Princess Pink Baby Gangsta (me) && Pink Baby Gangsta (pip)
pip has yet to get her hat
innit?

char is sad
some chavs have decided they hate her && love her boyfriend and have been threatening to "get" her if she doesn't break up with him
so far nothing has happened
i think their too scared of chloe the midget to do anything about it
chloe is scary so i dont blame them

errr, i think that's it
if not i'll post what i've forgotten later
innit dawg?

love&&stuff

'Tonight, tonight, she's not alone...'

...&& We All Have A Hell- FFTL
&& she wishes she wasn't.


'Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on
And on and on'

Thank You For The Venom- Mcr
I <33 This whole song but I love the first line the best.
G.W. Has one of THE sexiest voices.
This song makes me all happy && sad at the smae time.


'Gaze into her killing jar
I'd sometimes stare for hours
She even poked the holes so I can breathe
She bought the last line
I'm just the worst kind
Of guy to argue
With what you might find
And for the last night I lie
Could I lie with you?

Alright, give up, get down
It’s just the hardest part of living
Alright, she wants
It all has to come down this time

Lost in the prescription she's got something else in mind
Check into the Hotel Bella Muerte
It gives the weak flight
It gives the blind sight
Until the cops come
Or by the last light
And for the last night I lie
Could I lie next to you?'

Thank You For The Venom- Mcr
The whole song is FUCKING AMAZING!!!
Belle muerte means beautiful death.
I looked it up.


'And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know
That I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (No I'm not)
Well I'm not'

Here We Go Again- Paramore
Hayley Williams is so talented.
Gah I envy her.
The band are awesome.
I luff 'em.


'I got my stitches stitched, I got my fixes fixed,
In my aching head I got my kisses slipped.
Our gossip lips stuttered every word I said, I said,
I got your love letters, corrected the grammar and sent them back.
It's true - romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your prince,
Because they've got me in a bad way.
I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...'

Music Or The Misery- Fall Out Boy
Also <3in' this song.
In my oppinion it's one of the best songs F.O.B. have done.


'You can come live with us among the has beens and the addicts
These are crazy times down at Costello music'

Henrietta- The Fratellis
You HAVE to listen to these guys.
They kick ass.


'I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard'

Cemetary Drive- Mcr... Again.
This is such a beautiful song.
Its another one that makes me feel happy and sad at the same time.


<3 Music.
Love&&Stuff

(P.S. I'm out of my 'depressed' frame of mind for now.)

I've Just Come Over All Horrible.
I Was Listening To 1985 && Then The Line 'She Hates Time, Make It Stop' Came On && I Thought, That Is Me.
In 10 Years From Now, I'm Gonna Be Like, God I Wish I Was 14 Again.
This Is The Reason I'm Killing Myself At 25.
I've Always Said I Would Since I Knew What Suicide Was.
&& I've Heard All The Things That People Say To Make Yew Feel Guilty Too.

'It's One Of The Most Selfish Things Yew Can Ever Do'
My Responce: Ok, So I'm Selfish, Big Deal.

'People Will Miss Yew'
My Responce: Well, They'll Miss Me When I Die Any Way.

'You Have Your Whole Life Ahead Of Yew'
My Responce: Die Young, Stay Pretty.

Ect.

So, When I'm 25 I Might Change My Mind.
But Atm, This Is What I Want.

Opinions?
Am I Crazy?
Just A Regular Teenager?
Should I Be Locked Up?
Anything.

Love&&Stuff.

School Was A Blast As Usual.
Not.
Lunch Is Soooooooooooooooooooooooo Funny Though.
I'm Now Part Of A Quadruplet...
Hmmm...
Don't Ask.
I'm Not Even Sure Myself.
I Get Tuesday Off 'Cause I Have To Go To The Orthodontist For X-Rays On My Teefff.
The Othodontist Is About An Hours Drive From My House && The Appointment Is In The Middle Of The Day.
Lol.
I Hate Tuesdays.
&& Mondays.
&& Thursday Mornings.
XP
Love Me, Talk To Me, What Ever.
WORSHIP ME!!!
(&& The Other Quadruplets.)
(Chloe, Jessums && Charrr.)
Love&&Stuff


P.S.
Paramore Are Now In My Top 5 Bands.
Along With Bowling For Soup.
&& The Other Peoples Already In There.
I Might Have TO Find A Place For Aiden Too.
Maybe It Should Be Top 10 Bands Instead Of 5?

P.P.S.
My Nail Polish Is The Exact Same Colour As wiL Francis Of Aiden.
XD

Migrae Tablets Are S'posed To Make Yew Feel Better, Right?
In My Case, No.
It Makes Migranes Worse, Makes Me Feel Sick && On Top Of All That, I Had To Go To School Like It, Not Be Able To Consentrate && Almost Collapse A Coulpe'a Times.
T_T
Some One Lend Me A Gun.
Love&&Stuff.

(P.S. Sonny Moore Is Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo Hott)

How Freakin' Awesome Are These Guys?!
I <33 'Em Soooooooooo Much.
I Also <33 Music Or The Misery.
It's Like My Fave Song By Them.
If YOu Haven't Heard It, Then Where The Hell Have You Been?
&& LISTEN TO IT!!!
All Their Music Is Awesome, But That One In Parcticular Is Fucking Brilliant.
Lol.
Having A Bit Of A Spaz At The Moment.
I Blame Chloe.
Grrr Her.
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Is Gonna Suck.
I Have Double Sociology, Maths, Science && English.
How Crappy Is That?!
T_T
AND On Top Of That, I Cant Get My RadioBlog-germajig To Work.
That Means No Paramore, FFTL, Aiden, Ect...
I Can Listen To Fob, P!ATD && Mcr On Cd && Some Random Tracks That Jen Sent Me But Apart From That, It Sucks Major Ass.
Go The Fratellis!!
Lol.
I'm So Weird.
>.<
Love You All.
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P.S.
I Was Being A CamWhore Again Yesterday && Have Some Before-After Pics Of My NEW LIP PIERCING!!!
Not A Good Idea For School But There Ya Go.
I'll Try To Upload Them Later.
&& No It Didn't Hurt.
How Odd.

It Wasn't As Bad As I Thought It Would Be.
Lets Put It That Way && Leave It At that.
I Had Sooooo Much fun Catching Up With My Friends && I Got Moved 3 Times In Sociology For Talking, But Who Cares?!
It's Only Sociology.
My bestie Char Has had Her Hair Done && It Looks Uber Cool.
It's Short && Black && All Shiney.
Lol.
&& My Other Bestie Mimi boght Me Some Chocolate back From The Alps.
It Was Yum.
Woo!!
Char's Gonna Burn Me FFTL!!!
I Can Listen To Them To My Black <3's Content Instead Of Having To Listen To Them On The Stupid Internet.
XD
Any Comments?
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